How is my baby about to be 17?? š If I could wake up tomorrow and be in any time that I wanted, Iād want to wake up the morning I found out I was pregnant with Trace. The morning I took a pregnancy test and then threw it away before I could even have a chance to show a result. When I dug it out of the trash after I took a shower bc the suspense was killing me. When I realized, with trembling hands that it was positive. When I sat on the side of the bed, said āno, no, no, no, no, no, no, no, no, no...ā, brushed my soaking wet hair, and cried because this was not part of the plan. When I told my sister and she laughed hysterically at me because I told her āwe arenāt in a sexual relationship.ā When I called him and told him we were having a baby and it was like the chillest event ever. He didnāt even hesitate with excitement. I want to go back to then. Iād obviously want to know everything I know now. Iād do so much differently. I wouldnāt cry. I wouldnāt have been scared. I would not have eaten 800 lbs of Oreo cookies. I wouldnāt have vaccinated my babies. I wouldnāt have done so many things. I would love them so much better and not out of fear that something bad would happen. I would just chill out and avoid people that impacted my motherhood negatively. I would take back every minute that anxiety stole from them through me. I would go to church more. I would just be the mama I always dreamed of. And not let the world influence that. Annnnddd.... i guess I just need another baby. So. If you woke up tomorrow in a different time of your life, where would you be? (This picture is not my baby. This is @mountainjipse baby, and heās so perfect and makes me want a thousand more babies ā¤ļø) 
Happy Valentineās Day ā„ļø 
My face when watching politics play out the way I knew they would..... Wondering why no one else seems to see through the charades š¤£š¤£ 
The only thing bringing any life to my life right now are all the images from last summer š I canāt with this weather! How do you guys deal? Or are we all collectively depressed about it? š¤£ This baby real cute, though. 
Yo! Brittany @lovemrsducioame , you real cute and all... getting all snuggly with your husband .... But... the real star here is your hairdresser. Stephanie.... top shelf, Creme de la Creme, 10 āļøās... Best of all time @hairbystephaniewilliams Donāt you think? I mean, just look š¤© 
Wear the dress. That is all. š¤© 
Emmie found her Valentine ā¤ļø 
Literally doesnāt get sweeter than this, as a mama. I want more babies. I want summer. I want sunset light. I want winter to be done. K, Thanks.