• when it comes to manifesting anything, including love, there’s a massive caveat that no one talks about. When I finally learned this, it changed eveeeeerything. In full transparency, soon after I learned this lesson, I met Chris, the person I was looking for all along. The now hilarious part of having to learn this lesson is that the universe guided me in such random ways to learn it. One way was when I went on the Bachelor (if you’re not sure how that ended: this GIF pretty much sums it up) That’s the face of someone learning that what she thought about manifesting was missing one very important proviso. If law school taught me anything, it’s that I should’ve read the fine print! Sure you can manifest anything: like for example when I found out the my soulmate name was Chris, and then proceeded to manifest... I’m not kidding... Chris 1, 2, 3, 4 and 5, before actually meeting the TRUE soulmate Chris (Which BTW, now also feels like the biggest cosmic joke of all. As if my partner turned out to be Chris after all. Soulmate Chris lives!) These prior Chrises were all guys that I had true, genuine connections with, who all matched what I thought I wanted, some of whom I opened up my heart massively too... and who were all designed as perfect co-creators in helping me learn this very simple, yet very profound lesson These were also the ones who I truly fell for, let alone the 7374 guys named Chris I met over the years If you want to learn what this lesson was, then you can register to binge watch the replays of the FREE love workshops I’ve been hosting this week by clicking the link in my bio ❤️❤️❤️❤️❤️
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    when it comes to manifesting anything, including love, there’s a massive caveat that no one talks about. When I finally learned this, it changed eveeeeerything. In full transparency, soon after I learned this lesson, I met Chris, the person I was looking for all along. The now hilarious part of having to learn this lesson is that the universe guided me in such random ways to learn it. One way was when I went on the Bachelor (if you’re not sure how that ended: this GIF pretty much sums it up) That’s the face of someone learning that what she thought about manifesting was missing one very important proviso. If law school taught me anything, it’s that I should’ve read the fine print! Sure you can manifest anything: like for example when I found out the my soulmate name was Chris, and then proceeded to manifest... I’m not kidding... Chris 1, 2, 3, 4 and 5, before actually meeting the TRUE soulmate Chris (Which BTW, now also feels like the biggest cosmic joke of all. As if my partner turned out to be Chris after all. Soulmate Chris lives!) These prior Chrises were all guys that I had true, genuine connections with, who all matched what I thought I wanted, some of whom I opened up my heart massively too... and who were all designed as perfect co-creators in helping me learn this very simple, yet very profound lesson These were also the ones who I truly fell for, let alone the 7374 guys named Chris I met over the years If you want to learn what this lesson was, then you can register to binge watch the replays of the FREE love workshops I’ve been hosting this week by clicking the link in my bio ❤️❤️❤️❤️❤️
  • choosing you. moment to moment. what feels good here? body check in: is stress present here? what would be most nourishing in this moment? do I need a pause? do I need a break? what would actually love and honour me the most right now? the self questions we are not taught in school. the parts of ourselves that didn’t learn self compassion and instead got caught in a web of endless pursuing and pushing the new era is now: the era of gentleness. of more self acceptance. of more kindness to ourselves. of more tender tending to our own emotional wells and psyches every time that you choose what would actually nourish you instead of what you should do or would habitually do, commend yourself every time you do a tiny act of self care, commend yourself we have been wired to push. to do. to overdo. to tax our nervous systems. to grind it out. to put the pressure on. to produce not now. take it off. let yourself sink into and ease into what more gentleness moment to moment might feel like 🔅affirmations🔅: I am gentle. I honour my personal space. I choose to do what’s right in this moment. I listen to the cues of my body. Whenever I feel tension rising in my body, I check in with what I need. I am learning to mother myself. I am sending love to my nervous system. I am learning to trust more and allow more. I am learning the balance of yin and yang. And so it is Hope these help. Pressure off this week, okay? 💕💕💕 PS: the free love workshop Wednesday is on self love if you need more of this in your life right now. you can come join through the link in my bio ♥️
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    choosing you. moment to moment. what feels good here? body check in: is stress present here? what would be most nourishing in this moment? do I need a pause? do I need a break? what would actually love and honour me the most right now? the self questions we are not taught in school. the parts of ourselves that didn’t learn self compassion and instead got caught in a web of endless pursuing and pushing the new era is now: the era of gentleness. of more self acceptance. of more kindness to ourselves. of more tender tending to our own emotional wells and psyches every time that you choose what would actually nourish you instead of what you should do or would habitually do, commend yourself every time you do a tiny act of self care, commend yourself we have been wired to push. to do. to overdo. to tax our nervous systems. to grind it out. to put the pressure on. to produce not now. take it off. let yourself sink into and ease into what more gentleness moment to moment might feel like 🔅affirmations🔅: I am gentle. I honour my personal space. I choose to do what’s right in this moment. I listen to the cues of my body. Whenever I feel tension rising in my body, I check in with what I need. I am learning to mother myself. I am sending love to my nervous system. I am learning to trust more and allow more. I am learning the balance of yin and yang. And so it is Hope these help. Pressure off this week, okay? 💕💕💕 PS: the free love workshop Wednesday is on self love if you need more of this in your life right now. you can come join through the link in my bio ♥️
  • 🔅everything starts with an intention🔅 just like seeds become flowers, our thoughts can direct forward a reality we wish to have intention, or creating intent, helps direct our energy forward to what we want. as we cast forward that intention, it’s like a ball of energy that shoots out and starts to magnetize toward the things that it needs to make that intention come to fruition in more basic terms, thoughts are things, and what we focus on the most is likely to come to pass so why not focus of feeling good? doing things that light you up? or having the courage to plant the seed and admit what it is that you really want for yourself in your precious life. no limits on what you can be, do, or have one of the best things to do is just to figure out and set an intention for how you want to feel this week and how you want the week to go. write out what you hope for yourself. how you hope things unfold. and then you surrender it: you trust the intention will unfold, or that whatever else has happened is ultimately for our highest good I’m so excited for the big love workshops and for the big love course to open this week, so I’ve written intentions around that, and how I want to show up and feel, and how I want others to feel and experience too even tonight, I went for a run but had set the intention back in July during my quarterly intention review (Capricorn moon 🌙 life) that I wanted to run distance again. On Friday I set another intention to run a certain amount of distance sometime this week. And that intention led me to eat foods that would fuel me, choose a time to run where I had time, and when it felt fun and peaceful to cover that distance intention if you feel like all your weeks or days have been melding into one, try getting clear for this week on what, specifically, you want to have happen. start with a feeling: joy. powerful. activated. renewed. refreshed. inspired My word this week is E X P A N D E D. what’s yours?!? If you don’t know DM me and I’ll pull a card for you to tell you! 💯 xoxo, C PS - last chance to sign up for the free workshops! there are hundreds of you signed up the energy is going to be LIT and I want you to be there!
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    🔅everything starts with an intention🔅 just like seeds become flowers, our thoughts can direct forward a reality we wish to have intention, or creating intent, helps direct our energy forward to what we want. as we cast forward that intention, it’s like a ball of energy that shoots out and starts to magnetize toward the things that it needs to make that intention come to fruition in more basic terms, thoughts are things, and what we focus on the most is likely to come to pass so why not focus of feeling good? doing things that light you up? or having the courage to plant the seed and admit what it is that you really want for yourself in your precious life. no limits on what you can be, do, or have one of the best things to do is just to figure out and set an intention for how you want to feel this week and how you want the week to go. write out what you hope for yourself. how you hope things unfold. and then you surrender it: you trust the intention will unfold, or that whatever else has happened is ultimately for our highest good I’m so excited for the big love workshops and for the big love course to open this week, so I’ve written intentions around that, and how I want to show up and feel, and how I want others to feel and experience too even tonight, I went for a run but had set the intention back in July during my quarterly intention review (Capricorn moon 🌙 life) that I wanted to run distance again. On Friday I set another intention to run a certain amount of distance sometime this week. And that intention led me to eat foods that would fuel me, choose a time to run where I had time, and when it felt fun and peaceful to cover that distance intention if you feel like all your weeks or days have been melding into one, try getting clear for this week on what, specifically, you want to have happen. start with a feeling: joy. powerful. activated. renewed. refreshed. inspired My word this week is E X P A N D E D. what’s yours?!? If you don’t know DM me and I’ll pull a card for you to tell you! 💯 xoxo, C PS - last chance to sign up for the free workshops! there are hundreds of you signed up the energy is going to be LIT and I want you to be there!
  • how to do a self-led retreat 💕 I’m about to lead myself through this again this weekend while I get my energy on lock for all the love workshops next week when I moved in my first apartment as an independent, single woman, I spent the first weekend in the darkest days of February cocooned in my new space I meditated, journaled, read spiritual texts, and finally felt myself... land into myself again It was one of the most profound weekends of my life, even in its simplicity It’s a practice I return to whenever I need to, and since my beloved in person retreats are on hold until next year, I’ve been doing these The primary intention is to create space Space in your mind for your thoughts to roam and your intuition to speak, so creating silence for yourself is importance Space in your body by doing movement that will help shift stagnancy in your body Space for yourself to just settle, and for all your ideas to start to come *At-Home Retreat Schedule* Wake up naturally. No alarms. Silence. Spend time in bed breathing deeply. Gently rub your hands over your body in a way that feels comforting. Big glass of hot water with lemon to begin gentle detoxing. Follow by two cups of tea (teas such as dandelion or peppermint are great if you want to do more of a cleanse). Smudge your space with palo santo, sage or cedar. Set an intention for yourself - whatever it is. Maybe gain clarity. Maybe reconnect. Maybe get a specific answer to a specific question. Light a candle or use an essential oil you enjoy on your hands and take in the scent. Meditate for one hour. Yoga/gentle movement. Laying down meditation, focusing on your body awareness. Lunch. Focus on nourishment and what would make you body feel good. Chew slowly. Go outside. Go for a walk. Explore. No phone. In silence. Observe what you see. Take in the colours, smells, and how you feel to just be the observer of your surroundings. Come back home when it feels like the right time. Read spiritual or uplifting books. (CONT IN COMMENTS) 🖼 : @wave.creative.studio !
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    how to do a self-led retreat 💕 I’m about to lead myself through this again this weekend while I get my energy on lock for all the love workshops next week when I moved in my first apartment as an independent, single woman, I spent the first weekend in the darkest days of February cocooned in my new space I meditated, journaled, read spiritual texts, and finally felt myself... land into myself again It was one of the most profound weekends of my life, even in its simplicity It’s a practice I return to whenever I need to, and since my beloved in person retreats are on hold until next year, I’ve been doing these The primary intention is to create space Space in your mind for your thoughts to roam and your intuition to speak, so creating silence for yourself is importance Space in your body by doing movement that will help shift stagnancy in your body Space for yourself to just settle, and for all your ideas to start to come *At-Home Retreat Schedule* Wake up naturally. No alarms. Silence. Spend time in bed breathing deeply. Gently rub your hands over your body in a way that feels comforting. Big glass of hot water with lemon to begin gentle detoxing. Follow by two cups of tea (teas such as dandelion or peppermint are great if you want to do more of a cleanse). Smudge your space with palo santo, sage or cedar. Set an intention for yourself - whatever it is. Maybe gain clarity. Maybe reconnect. Maybe get a specific answer to a specific question. Light a candle or use an essential oil you enjoy on your hands and take in the scent. Meditate for one hour. Yoga/gentle movement. Laying down meditation, focusing on your body awareness. Lunch. Focus on nourishment and what would make you body feel good. Chew slowly. Go outside. Go for a walk. Explore. No phone. In silence. Observe what you see. Take in the colours, smells, and how you feel to just be the observer of your surroundings. Come back home when it feels like the right time. Read spiritual or uplifting books. (CONT IN COMMENTS) 🖼 : @wave.creative.studio !
  • I took this photo on my second date. I had flown into NYC and then we went to dinner and the lonely island concert. In retrospect, it was kind of a weird move to take some couples pics together (thank u to Chris for never batting at eye at things like this)... but I *knew*. And I also knew I wanted to have photos that showed us together when we first met. I’m grateful now for that knowing, bold version of me One message that used to help me a lot was: you will *know*. It will be unmistakeable, the connection The truth is, I always *knew* really early on the opposite - when someone wasn’t for me, but I would second guess myself or overthink this knowing. I would try and be *open* or *give it a shot* or not be *too picky* but that approach never worked for me My intuition is strong, and it didn’t suddenly turn off the second I went on a date. I knew if it was a yes, or if it was no immediately I think a lot of us are convinced to not trust our inner knowing when it comes to love: both when you know deep, down that this person isn’t for you, and also, when it comes to knowing right away that someone is This knowing that says YES doesn’t always mean that this person is your soulmate or that you’re destined to be together, but it means your soul is saying “YES. There’s something here for you. See this through.” This is because connections 2, 3, 4, 5... 57, 89 and onward are all just as important as the 1 - because they shift you and expand you into the person you are meant to be by the time you do A course in miracles teaches that we don’t get to choose how long someone is in our life or what the lessons and growth we have together are. We just have to keep showing up and let it be revealed So when you have that knowing to say YES - just keeping seeing the connection through. With an open mind and open heart. You’ll *know* when the connection/karma is complete too And if you already *know* it’s time to say no or gracefully walk away, trust yourself and do that Both roads are leading you to the one you’ll *know* with too trust yourself 😘 If you want to dive into all things love life, there are a few spaces left for the FREE workshops next week!!!!!
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    I took this photo on my second date. I had flown into NYC and then we went to dinner and the lonely island concert. In retrospect, it was kind of a weird move to take some couples pics together (thank u to Chris for never batting at eye at things like this)... but I *knew*. And I also knew I wanted to have photos that showed us together when we first met. I’m grateful now for that knowing, bold version of me One message that used to help me a lot was: you will *know*. It will be unmistakeable, the connection The truth is, I always *knew* really early on the opposite - when someone wasn’t for me, but I would second guess myself or overthink this knowing. I would try and be *open* or *give it a shot* or not be *too picky* but that approach never worked for me My intuition is strong, and it didn’t suddenly turn off the second I went on a date. I knew if it was a yes, or if it was no immediately I think a lot of us are convinced to not trust our inner knowing when it comes to love: both when you know deep, down that this person isn’t for you, and also, when it comes to knowing right away that someone is This knowing that says YES doesn’t always mean that this person is your soulmate or that you’re destined to be together, but it means your soul is saying “YES. There’s something here for you. See this through.” This is because connections 2, 3, 4, 5... 57, 89 and onward are all just as important as the 1 - because they shift you and expand you into the person you are meant to be by the time you do A course in miracles teaches that we don’t get to choose how long someone is in our life or what the lessons and growth we have together are. We just have to keep showing up and let it be revealed So when you have that knowing to say YES - just keeping seeing the connection through. With an open mind and open heart. You’ll *know* when the connection/karma is complete too And if you already *know* it’s time to say no or gracefully walk away, trust yourself and do that Both roads are leading you to the one you’ll *know* with too trust yourself 😘 If you want to dive into all things love life, there are a few spaces left for the FREE workshops next week!!!!!
  • this message has been ringing around in my head since yesterday. I needed to be reminded of the message, and then yesterday when I was chatting with a girlfriend the same message had been rattling around in hers too The idea is this: the more that you are yourself, authentically, wholly, and truthfully... the more you will be polarizing because that truth, that core of you, will not resonate, or connect, with some people (or be deemed “too much” or whatever else). it will potentially repel them away BUT - this also means that you will strong attract to you, like a magnet, those who do resonate with you. who do connect. and who appreciate you for just being you The law of strong attraction/strong repulsion This applies to posting content: most of my posts, email newsletters or blog posts that get the most amount of engagement also get the most unfollows or unsubscribes In dating: the more you are just open about who you are, you’ll strongly attract in those who connect with you, and repel or keep away those who you aren’t meant to. while the latter can be disheartening, there’s no better magic than connecting with people you truly vibe with and who “get” you In social connections and friendships: same deal At work or in career search: you’ll strongly attract job opportunities that are for you, and be strongly rejected by the jobs you’re not supposed to be at I’ve learned that I would rather always: just be myself. And that there’s such an incredible sweetness and deep sigh of relief when you’re surrounding by things/people/places that you have deep resonance with If you’ve been freaked out because of sharing a message or opinion that feels true for you, or are in a job search and keep getting rejected, or are dating and are afraid to show up authentically and unabashedly as YOU... remember this: strong attraction, strong repulsion. risk and reward Have the courage to be who you really are. You can do it. Love YOU, C PS: I posted a similar msg in IG story yesterday, and then kept getting intuitively nagged at to post this msg here. I didn’t, and this morning kept getting the nudge again. If this msg was for you: I see you. Glad it came to me for you ♥️
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    this message has been ringing around in my head since yesterday. I needed to be reminded of the message, and then yesterday when I was chatting with a girlfriend the same message had been rattling around in hers too The idea is this: the more that you are yourself, authentically, wholly, and truthfully... the more you will be polarizing because that truth, that core of you, will not resonate, or connect, with some people (or be deemed “too much” or whatever else). it will potentially repel them away BUT - this also means that you will strong attract to you, like a magnet, those who do resonate with you. who do connect. and who appreciate you for just being you The law of strong attraction/strong repulsion This applies to posting content: most of my posts, email newsletters or blog posts that get the most amount of engagement also get the most unfollows or unsubscribes In dating: the more you are just open about who you are, you’ll strongly attract in those who connect with you, and repel or keep away those who you aren’t meant to. while the latter can be disheartening, there’s no better magic than connecting with people you truly vibe with and who “get” you In social connections and friendships: same deal At work or in career search: you’ll strongly attract job opportunities that are for you, and be strongly rejected by the jobs you’re not supposed to be at I’ve learned that I would rather always: just be myself. And that there’s such an incredible sweetness and deep sigh of relief when you’re surrounding by things/people/places that you have deep resonance with If you’ve been freaked out because of sharing a message or opinion that feels true for you, or are in a job search and keep getting rejected, or are dating and are afraid to show up authentically and unabashedly as YOU... remember this: strong attraction, strong repulsion. risk and reward Have the courage to be who you really are. You can do it. Love YOU, C PS: I posted a similar msg in IG story yesterday, and then kept getting intuitively nagged at to post this msg here. I didn’t, and this morning kept getting the nudge again. If this msg was for you: I see you. Glad it came to me for you ♥️
  • Tell me: what are your blocks to love? Meaning... what gets in your way when you think about your love life? Is it overthinking? Maybe getting attached really quickly in a way that feels consuming, or conversely, putting up a wall and ghosting out when someone gets to close? Is it believing that the number in your age means you’re too old to find love or that “all the good ones are taken”? is it that you feel like online dating is annoying and superficial, or that you “never” meet people in your day to day life, organically? is it that no one has been able to compare to your ex? Is it that you’ve never fully, truly let yourself be seen by someone else for all that you are? is it that you feel like this mystical person you’re trying to call in doesn’t exist? or if they did that they wouldn’t choose you? There are so many blocks to love. They are normal, in that sense Our work is to uncover them, shift them, and move through them so we can be the love that we already are, and from that place, attract in our divine partnership at the time we’re supposed to My biggest blocks were around feeling like I was behind all my friends as I watched them all get married and whether I was nuts to have such radical faith that the person was out there despite year after year of not seeing it happen I had another one related to being fiercely independent, which served me in my career but didn’t really serve me as well in love. my independence was just another block to truly letting myself be seen and let someone else in. it also meant I was low key terrified of what a relationship would mean for my independence, which subconsciously pushed it away I had another one around whether theI wanted to manifest being actually existed since they didn’t seem like anyone I had met I had another one that guys would think my soul business was too weird and out there I had another one around thinking that no one could fit into my life And a big one - that no one would ever love me as much as I loved them Woof. It took a while to unpack mine, but it’s the work that finally helped me stop looking for love on the outside and find it within. From that place, true love showed up 🥰♥️
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    Tell me: what are your blocks to love? Meaning... what gets in your way when you think about your love life? Is it overthinking? Maybe getting attached really quickly in a way that feels consuming, or conversely, putting up a wall and ghosting out when someone gets to close? Is it believing that the number in your age means you’re too old to find love or that “all the good ones are taken”? is it that you feel like online dating is annoying and superficial, or that you “never” meet people in your day to day life, organically? is it that no one has been able to compare to your ex? Is it that you’ve never fully, truly let yourself be seen by someone else for all that you are? is it that you feel like this mystical person you’re trying to call in doesn’t exist? or if they did that they wouldn’t choose you? There are so many blocks to love. They are normal, in that sense Our work is to uncover them, shift them, and move through them so we can be the love that we already are, and from that place, attract in our divine partnership at the time we’re supposed to My biggest blocks were around feeling like I was behind all my friends as I watched them all get married and whether I was nuts to have such radical faith that the person was out there despite year after year of not seeing it happen I had another one related to being fiercely independent, which served me in my career but didn’t really serve me as well in love. my independence was just another block to truly letting myself be seen and let someone else in. it also meant I was low key terrified of what a relationship would mean for my independence, which subconsciously pushed it away I had another one around whether theI wanted to manifest being actually existed since they didn’t seem like anyone I had met I had another one that guys would think my soul business was too weird and out there I had another one around thinking that no one could fit into my life And a big one - that no one would ever love me as much as I loved them Woof. It took a while to unpack mine, but it’s the work that finally helped me stop looking for love on the outside and find it within. From that place, true love showed up 🥰♥️
  • I loveeee love. don’t we all? ♥️ other things I love: helping women own their standards, learn to trust and have faith their person is out there (even after fending all those questions about why you’re still single, if you should “be more open”, or thinking about your age and what it means about being single... you knowww), thrive while single, have a fun and fulfilling dating life, activate greater levels of self love and worthiness, anddddd, obv, call in a big, epic soulmate type relationship I would love, love, love for you to join next Monday, Tuesday and Wednesday night for FREE trainings on LOVE ❤️ at 7pm EST Join for one or join for ALL. Come live or catch the replays. Let’s get your love life flowing again, girllll. If you needed a reminder: your person is out there. Keep the faith ❤️ Monday we’ll cover the 3 biggest blocks to love and common limiting beliefs so you can shift them to have a fun dating life while calling in your one Tuesday we’re going to help you get clear on what you want, what you don’t, and also go through my top online dating tips and how to date in social distance times Wednesday we’re diving into the biggest and baddest relationship of all: the one you have with yourself. We are going to dive into self love strategies, owning your queendom and having radical faith that everything is working out for you (including that your person is out there) Each workshop is at 7pm for 30-45 minutes and are FREE. If you can’t join live, just register still so you can catch the replay. It’s going to be juicyyyy and so fun!!! Can’t wait for you to join!!! Link in my bio. Grab your girlfriends, register together, and let’s dive in ♥️♥️♥️♥️ . . . . . #twinflame #soulmate #soulmatelove #biglove #relationshipcoach #datingcoach #soulcoach #datingadvice #loveadvice #singlemomlife #singlelifeproblems #singleforever #manifestation #spiritjunkie #love #lovewarrior #loveyourself #selflove #selflovematters #yyz
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    I loveeee love. don’t we all? ♥️ other things I love: helping women own their standards, learn to trust and have faith their person is out there (even after fending all those questions about why you’re still single, if you should “be more open”, or thinking about your age and what it means about being single... you knowww), thrive while single, have a fun and fulfilling dating life, activate greater levels of self love and worthiness, anddddd, obv, call in a big, epic soulmate type relationship I would love, love, love for you to join next Monday, Tuesday and Wednesday night for FREE trainings on LOVE ❤️ at 7pm EST Join for one or join for ALL. Come live or catch the replays. Let’s get your love life flowing again, girllll. If you needed a reminder: your person is out there. Keep the faith ❤️ Monday we’ll cover the 3 biggest blocks to love and common limiting beliefs so you can shift them to have a fun dating life while calling in your one Tuesday we’re going to help you get clear on what you want, what you don’t, and also go through my top online dating tips and how to date in social distance times Wednesday we’re diving into the biggest and baddest relationship of all: the one you have with yourself. We are going to dive into self love strategies, owning your queendom and having radical faith that everything is working out for you (including that your person is out there) Each workshop is at 7pm for 30-45 minutes and are FREE. If you can’t join live, just register still so you can catch the replay. It’s going to be juicyyyy and so fun!!! Can’t wait for you to join!!! Link in my bio. Grab your girlfriends, register together, and let’s dive in ♥️♥️♥️♥️ . . . . . #twinflame #soulmate #soulmatelove #biglove #relationshipcoach #datingcoach #soulcoach #datingadvice #loveadvice #singlemomlife #singlelifeproblems #singleforever #manifestation #spiritjunkie #love #lovewarrior #loveyourself #selflove #selflovematters #yyz
  • in this space you’ll see: the candles I lit around me. the oracle cards I called to for guidance. the big bowl I warmed with salt water for ritual. the purple scarf from Peru I’ve brought to every circle I’ve led. the triangle that held my sacred items. the crystals on the floor that grounded me. the palo Santo I used to clear my space and then the space was held: today for the pocket wonderful women and I moved, released, exhaled and purified for the new to enter this will be the last time I hold space from this space, and more importantly, its the last time this space will hold me this space has held me truly, truly held me I arrived in this space nearly seven years ago. I was hungover and lost that day I moved in. unsure of who I was. I walked into its empty corners. white walls. blank spaces. and from there, I lay down the armour around my heart and let a new chapter begin the initiation from princess to queen, or girl to woman, or maiden to mother. all of these initiations require experimentation, lessons, messing up, failing, stumbling, getting back up over and over again until we finally end up on the other side of where we are intended to be this space held me through that whole transition - from being who I was, to being who I am now. in better words, this space has held me as I changed from a hot mess into a goddess 🥰 this is the space I learned to be who I was. it’s the space I spent hours on my meditation pillow, and even more time sitting, in quiet, on my couch journaling and journaling until I finally reached the truth of who I am, and what my soul came here for It’s the space I first in person coached, wrote, and taught meditation from, gently ushering new souls forward on their journeys I’m so grateful to this space for holding me as I let it go, I’ve been tucked away all weekend contemplating the woman I became in this space. Paging through my stacks of journals to see that every intention, every thought, and every dream came to pass. It’s here now. But this space needed to be here to hold my initiation into that life as always, I leave this space knowing that whatever is to come is always far better than what’s been left behind
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    in this space you’ll see: the candles I lit around me. the oracle cards I called to for guidance. the big bowl I warmed with salt water for ritual. the purple scarf from Peru I’ve brought to every circle I’ve led. the triangle that held my sacred items. the crystals on the floor that grounded me. the palo Santo I used to clear my space and then the space was held: today for the pocket wonderful women and I moved, released, exhaled and purified for the new to enter this will be the last time I hold space from this space, and more importantly, its the last time this space will hold me this space has held me truly, truly held me I arrived in this space nearly seven years ago. I was hungover and lost that day I moved in. unsure of who I was. I walked into its empty corners. white walls. blank spaces. and from there, I lay down the armour around my heart and let a new chapter begin the initiation from princess to queen, or girl to woman, or maiden to mother. all of these initiations require experimentation, lessons, messing up, failing, stumbling, getting back up over and over again until we finally end up on the other side of where we are intended to be this space held me through that whole transition - from being who I was, to being who I am now. in better words, this space has held me as I changed from a hot mess into a goddess 🥰 this is the space I learned to be who I was. it’s the space I spent hours on my meditation pillow, and even more time sitting, in quiet, on my couch journaling and journaling until I finally reached the truth of who I am, and what my soul came here for It’s the space I first in person coached, wrote, and taught meditation from, gently ushering new souls forward on their journeys I’m so grateful to this space for holding me as I let it go, I’ve been tucked away all weekend contemplating the woman I became in this space. Paging through my stacks of journals to see that every intention, every thought, and every dream came to pass. It’s here now. But this space needed to be here to hold my initiation into that life as always, I leave this space knowing that whatever is to come is always far better than what’s been left behind