• I may never understand but know that I stand with you. I will be muted ... just listening, learning and helping push change. Enough is enough . I see you. I hear you. I support you .✊🏿✊🏾✊🏽✊🏼✊🏻 #amplifymelanatedvoices #blackoutday2020
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    I may never understand but know that I stand with you. I will be muted ... just listening, learning and helping push change. Enough is enough . I see you. I hear you. I support you .✊🏿✊🏾✊🏽✊🏼✊🏻 #amplifymelanatedvoices #blackoutday2020
  • Well don’t let this face fool you. He is cute but he is TROUBLE. He is only 6 months and always getting into something , trying to climb something or jumping off something ...and Monday .. well he flipped off our bed and landed partly on his head 😫...This whole week I’ve been trying to shake off the guilt and it’s been hard. It all happened so incredibly fast . I looked away for maybe 3 secs and off he went 😞...he’s completely fine . He only got a small red bump from it but I on the other hand have been forever traumatized ...I know that I’m not a bad mom but goodness I can’t stop thinking about all the what ifs . I must have cried all day Monday (and pretty sure mike thought I was nuts since nothing bad happened to him 🙈) What if he had fallen just slightly more to one side where there was a sharp object ? What if he had fallen completely on his head? .. there are just so many scenarios that keep playing out in my head .. I know I can’t continue to obsess over it but gosh these kids !!. I feel like I’m going to have a full head of gray by end of year 😫.. they’re my whole world and I can’t even imagine something happening to either one of them . ... i think I’m just going to put them both in a bubble.. that’s totally ok right ? 😂😂😂❤️#wildboys
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    Well don’t let this face fool you. He is cute but he is TROUBLE. He is only 6 months and always getting into something , trying to climb something or jumping off something ...and Monday .. well he flipped off our bed and landed partly on his head 😫...This whole week I’ve been trying to shake off the guilt and it’s been hard. It all happened so incredibly fast . I looked away for maybe 3 secs and off he went 😞...he’s completely fine . He only got a small red bump from it but I on the other hand have been forever traumatized ...I know that I’m not a bad mom but goodness I can’t stop thinking about all the what ifs . I must have cried all day Monday (and pretty sure mike thought I was nuts since nothing bad happened to him 🙈) What if he had fallen just slightly more to one side where there was a sharp object ? What if he had fallen completely on his head? .. there are just so many scenarios that keep playing out in my head .. I know I can’t continue to obsess over it but gosh these kids !!. I feel like I’m going to have a full head of gray by end of year 😫.. they’re my whole world and I can’t even imagine something happening to either one of them . ... i think I’m just going to put them both in a bubble.. that’s totally ok right ? 😂😂😂❤️#wildboys
  • Sunday throwback (is that a thing?😂) to the last wedding I shot ... (at 36 weeks preggo 😂😳).. it was such a perfect day with the best group of people..... I miss photographing my couples/families💕. I thought I was taking a 4 month break to be with Julian and now it’s been welllll over that 😂! I know everyone has said it already but gosh I truly cannot wait for everything to go back to normal 😭....
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    Sunday throwback (is that a thing?😂) to the last wedding I shot ... (at 36 weeks preggo 😂😳).. it was such a perfect day with the best group of people..... I miss photographing my couples/families💕. I thought I was taking a 4 month break to be with Julian and now it’s been welllll over that 😂! I know everyone has said it already but gosh I truly cannot wait for everything to go back to normal 😭....
  • ...What happens when you’re the most indecisive person ever and can’t pick just 1 simple way to track growth 😂🤷🏻‍♀️🤦🏻‍♀️ #penelopeandjulian #juliangrows #monthlybabyphoto
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    ...What happens when you’re the most indecisive person ever and can’t pick just 1 simple way to track growth 😂🤷🏻‍♀️🤦🏻‍♀️ #penelopeandjulian #juliangrows #monthlybabyphoto
  • For all the things my hands have held , the best by far are them 😍🥰😭(thanks to Mike for alll these pics 😭.. some camera and some iPhone but alllll appreciated 😍).... Wishing a blessed and happy Mother’s Day to all the moms - new moms , experienced moms, grandmas , single moms, dads stepping in as moms, expectant moms and also those who this day may be incredibly hard for - who may have a loss weighing heavy on their hearts and those whose hearts are yearning to be moms. I’m thinking of you and sending you hugs . And happy Mother’s Day to my mom (and mike’s mom) .. thank you for all that you are and do for us . ❤️ we love you ❤️
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    For all the things my hands have held , the best by far are them 😍🥰😭(thanks to Mike for alll these pics 😭.. some camera and some iPhone but alllll appreciated 😍).... Wishing a blessed and happy Mother’s Day to all the moms - new moms , experienced moms, grandmas , single moms, dads stepping in as moms, expectant moms and also those who this day may be incredibly hard for - who may have a loss weighing heavy on their hearts and those whose hearts are yearning to be moms. I’m thinking of you and sending you hugs . And happy Mother’s Day to my mom (and mike’s mom) .. thank you for all that you are and do for us . ❤️ we love you ❤️
  • Throwing it back to being in Hawaii 18 weeks pregnant at this time last year and NO ONE knowing (not even Penelope knew 😬) yet ! I look back and regret so much.. especially not spending as much time truly enjoying the pregnancy! I so wish I hadn’t lived in fear the entire year ... but fast forward to today and here we are with a beautiful BIG baby boy (he’s legit 21 lbs at 6 months !!!) 😆💙.life is nuts!!
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    Throwing it back to being in Hawaii 18 weeks pregnant at this time last year and NO ONE knowing (not even Penelope knew 😬) yet ! I look back and regret so much.. especially not spending as much time truly enjoying the pregnancy! I so wish I hadn’t lived in fear the entire year ... but fast forward to today and here we are with a beautiful BIG baby boy (he’s legit 21 lbs at 6 months !!!) 😆💙.life is nuts!!