Well don’t let this face fool you. He is cute but he is TROUBLE. He is only 6 months and always getting into something , trying to climb something or jumping off something ...and Monday .. well he flipped off our bed and landed partly on his head 😫...This whole week I’ve been trying to shake off the guilt and it’s been hard. It all happened so incredibly fast . I looked away for maybe 3 secs and off he went 😞...he’s completely fine . He only got a small red bump from it but I on the other hand have been forever traumatized ...I know that I’m not a bad mom but goodness I can’t stop thinking about all the what ifs . I must have cried all day Monday (and pretty sure mike thought I was nuts since nothing bad happened to him 🙈) What if he had fallen just slightly more to one side where there was a sharp object ? What if he had fallen completely on his head? .. there are just so many scenarios that keep playing out in my head .. I know I can’t continue to obsess over it but gosh these kids !!. I feel like I’m going to have a full head of gray by end of year 😫.. they’re my whole world and I can’t even imagine something happening to either one of them . ... i think I’m just going to put them both in a bubble.. that’s totally ok right ? 😂😂😂❤️#wildboys 
Sunday throwback (is that a thing?😂) to the last wedding I shot ... (at 36 weeks preggo 😂😳).. it was such a perfect day with the best group of people..... I miss photographing my couples/families💕. I thought I was taking a 4 month break to be with Julian and now it’s been welllll over that 😂! I know everyone has said it already but gosh I truly cannot wait for everything to go back to normal 😭.... 
...What happens when you’re the most indecisive person ever and can’t pick just 1 simple way to track growth 😂🤷🏻♀️🤦🏻♀️ #penelopeandjulian #juliangrows #monthlybabyphoto 
For all the things my hands have held , the best by far are them 😍🥰😭(thanks to Mike for alll these pics 😭.. some camera and some iPhone but alllll appreciated 😍).... Wishing a blessed and happy Mother’s Day to all the moms - new moms , experienced moms, grandmas , single moms, dads stepping in as moms, expectant moms and also those who this day may be incredibly hard for - who may have a loss weighing heavy on their hearts and those whose hearts are yearning to be moms. I’m thinking of you and sending you hugs . And happy Mother’s Day to my mom (and mike’s mom) .. thank you for all that you are and do for us . ❤️ we love you ❤️ 
Throwing it back to being in Hawaii 18 weeks pregnant at this time last year and NO ONE knowing (not even Penelope knew 😬) yet ! I look back and regret so much.. especially not spending as much time truly enjoying the pregnancy! I so wish I hadn’t lived in fear the entire year ... but fast forward to today and here we are with a beautiful BIG baby boy (he’s legit 21 lbs at 6 months !!!) 😆💙.life is nuts!! 
I’ve gotten some questions asking how Penelope is doing now that she has to share our attention with her little brother — and we were SO worried that it was going to be a problem .. after all she was an only child for 5 years!! And guys— she LOVES him... she treats him like he’s HER baby. She sings songs for him to sleep, wants to carry him everywhere, feeds him, helps give him baths .. even puts her own baby outfits on him (🤷🏻♀️) and pushes him around in her doll stroller 😂. Sometimes she’s the only one that can soothe him 😍😭...she’s been trying to get him to say his first word and poor thing keeps hoping he’ll say her name first 🙊... but when it comes to her little baby the ONLY thing she doesn’t do is change diapers (and nurse — which she gets so sad about 😂😂😂) ... this little girl is just so in love with her baby brother and my heart can barely take it most days 😭. Love them so much! ❤️❤️